I did it. I'm doing it. I'm done.
Done with dieting and not dieting, with trying to control my food and trying to not control my food.
I decided to join the support group and followed that up with a call to a friend in the group to ask for help.
And today I followed the food plan. Not to achieve mastery over anything but as complete surrender. I can not do this any more on my own. I can not buy any more diet books.
I'm done.
234.8 pounds. Yep.
waist 46 1/2 inches. Indeed.
That's what happened to my life.
taking my life back, once choice at a time
ocean obscured
for all you english majors out there
things i want to do
take long walks in nature
learn how to fight
cook amazing meals composed of delicious fresh food
swim
go on spiritual retreats
travel and be able to rough it a little
travel and stay in luxurious accomodations
write down the stories that are in my head - in whatever form they turn out to be
sleep... early and all night long
learn how to fight
cook amazing meals composed of delicious fresh food
swim
go on spiritual retreats
travel and be able to rough it a little
travel and stay in luxurious accomodations
write down the stories that are in my head - in whatever form they turn out to be
sleep... early and all night long
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